Friday, June 07, 2013

Oui, Je Sais!

Yes, I Know!

I know I wasn't suppose to post blog while having so many homework to do.
Yes, I am panicking but at least this one is nearly finished, so...

I haven't write in this blog for like FOREVER.
And I LOVE writing. I have a new blog, trying to start over and all.. But it turned out to be just an online diary for me, because nobody's reading it--not that there's anything wrong with that :p

But anyway, here's the link

I posted mostly about what I thought, so...
Yeah, it's gonna be weird! HAHA

I started studying French on May 2012. It felt like it was just yesterday!
Currently I'm in waiting for my exam's score.. I'm currently on level A2.2 ongoing to A2.3 :)
But I still can't think on my feet when it comes to speaking French :( My listening for it is also kinda poor :p So.... I'll have to practice more..

I contacted Florian today.
He has quit from medicine college, and now studying life and earth science.. How cool is that?
I hope I get to see him again someday, in France. Or in here? Haha
Even if I were to have my Master Degree in France, it'd be in Nantes, so it's still quite far from Nice, where he lives. He's a very nice person I think :)

I still couldn't find Tony :(
I liked him too back then.. I hope he's okay..
I told him to invite me, but I guess he forgot -_- or simply don't care :p
Well, I wished him and Belinda all the luck and love in this world :D
God bless them and longlast!

So, I think I might wanna get back to my homework -_-
Bye now :D

Saturday, December 04, 2010


So, the whole complaining thing in the posting before was a total waste of space, mind, and probably soul. My friends, correction: my BESTfriends throw me surprises :) The first one was from my campus friends, they tried to make me believe that another friend of mine whose birthday's the same with mine got a surprise, but not me. They let me sat there watching that girl's surprise :p Then we went to Pancious Taman Anggrek and ate there. And after we finished eating, they give me cake and song blah blah.

After that I go home and wanting to tell my besties about a funny story, but funnily none of them are online. So I text them and none of them replied. Haha. But then as I was playing computer, listening to this exact song that I'm playing at the moment (Olive - You), Silvie and Laura broke into my room and tied me with some sort of towel (yes I know.), and blindfold me with some sort of cloth but I couldn't really figure what that is (and don't really care anyway). Soo, they took on this car ride for about 20 minutes and I can't stop babbling. Haha.

So it turned out really great! Plus, we get to go out at 11.30 P.M! And I got back home at 1 XD


Wednesday, December 01, 2010

19 Approaches

Hm. So, I guess I'm gonna be 19 this Friday, which is the day after tomorrow. And after 12 years never celebrating my birthday on my actual birth date, this year still no good. Most of my friends couldn't make it.. yeah sure, whatever.

NO. I want to be selfish this time! I'm very very very disappointed, to tell you the truth. But I couldn't. Of course I'm sad and all, but I guess I have to understand. But I always sort of want to cry remembering this fact. They knew, of course. But they themselves couldn't do anything about their schedule. It's not something to compromise I guess.

My real and honest feeling? I'm sorry but I can't help to not feel this way :(
I feel like I should get the chance to celebrate my birthday at my real, actual, authentic birth date. Why couldn't I? Maybe I should go and watch a movie by myself +.+ That's something new.

Hff. I thought this year's gonna be different, being in university and all. But no different. I guess this is what I gonna get until I die =.= imagine, in school, my birthday always the first day of the exam, or the day BEFORE the first day of the exam. In university, my birthday is sort of lovely, the last day of studying. I got a few days off after that too. So yeah, I could celebrate with my new mates. But none of my besties. Then in work life. My birthday's probably sweeter because it's very close to the end of November, a.k.a payday. And again, I could probably celebrate it with my work mates, but none of my besties coz they're probably busy working as well. And as I grow older, when I have kids, he/she probably wouldn't have the time to celebrate, because it is after all, the month of exam =.= and it goes on for about 12 years. Hhh.

Well. I guess this year I'm gonna, again, celebrate my birthday in--probably--someone else's birth date. These are a very gloomy last days of 18..

HEY. you're probably wondering why I'm feeling this way, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.
It's just like how you react to sad movies, or to delicious food, or to great awesome performance, or to cockroach, etc blah blah. It's natural. It's on its own. Again, I can't help it. Sorry, but I can't help it. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm disappointed, but I can't really be mad at anyone, can I? It's not MY fault, clearly. and it's not THEIR fault, as well. It's just a damn bad luck.