I hate her. Okaii, saia tahu membenci orang itu tidak baik, especially when it's your friend. Tapi u now what? Let's call her Ms. X, I hate her because :
- she never listened to what ppl have to say
- terlalu banyak mengeluh saat dia sendiri ga bisa melakukan apapun utk itu
- banyak protes
- bawel
- ga bisa liat mood orang, kalo orang lagi bt, kita kacangin dia dikid langsung marah
- gampang banget ngambek
- never looks into herself, it's always another ppl's fault
Dan yang paling utama, gw rasa she makes me feel uncomfortable around her. Hey, ppl annoy each other sometimes, that's fine with me because I know I'm like that too(sometimes of course^^v). But this Ms. X makes me feel scared. You're wondering why? Waktu itu pernah, gw balik dari kantin and I met her and my other classmate. When my other classmate manggil gw, ya gw bales donk. Tapi gw kebetulan ga denger dia dan dia langsung ngambek, bilang gini, "hiks, dikacangin." and I mean, by any means, that's not a joke.
Terus pernah juga dia ngambek gara-gara gw ga ngajak dia ke guru apa gitu. Dia langsung bilang, "koq gw ditiingaaal..." and I mean, by any means, again, she pissed me off!
Isn't friendship suppose to be fun? Isn't friends are the ppl that you feel comfortable with? Nah, yang ini, bikin gw takut untuk ngomong, u know. Takut salah ngomong dan sebagainya. Soalnya gw tahu kalo dia tuh macem orang yang kalo udah sebel sama orang, temen yang lagi deket sama dia harus tau. Tapi yang ini sih mending. Yang sangat ga mending, she trash talk my best friends, in front of me! And I so hated myself not to back my friends up! Ugh. See? Dia ga cuma bikin gw benci sama dia, tapi dia juga bikin gw benci sama diri gw sendiri.
Kenapa ga ngelawan?
There're a few reasons for this. Pertama, gw coba sabar(okai, terlalu muluk.) karena gw juga yakin, semua orang pasti pernah membuat kesalahan. Kedua, gw ga suka, I just can't stand it when ppl hate me. Yep, that's me. Gw ga tahan kalo ada yang benci sama gw dan I know why. Kalo gw ga tau kenapa dia benci sama gw sih gw diem2 aja. Sebodo. Dan ketiga, she's actually nice. She just annoys much.
Well, I get it that we annoy ppl too. But hey, I'm listening to what others say. I'm trying to make them like me. But Ms. X? She doesn't care a bit. She thinks she's always right. Dia mah ga pernah salah. Selalu orang lain yang salah. Ya, udahlah, kalo ngomongin kejelekan dia mah banyak banget. Dan sampe sekarang, gw ga mau nganggep dia temen baik gw. Karena temen baik suppose to comfort each other, dan gw ga merasa nyaman sama sekali kalo deket-deket dia.
Oh God Jesus, please God. Don't put her in the same class with me ever again. It's just, kalo gw bersikap baik sama dia, tapi dalem hati sebel, ya sama aja kan? Gw dosa. Tapi kalo gw mengumbar kesebelan gw sama dia itu, pasti dia sakit hati, gw dibenci(which I can't stand), dan dosa gw bertambah banyak. Lagian gw merasa she's a bad influence for my studies. She talks a lot you know. Especially when the teacher's teaching and she feels bored. She talks and she talks. Trus nanti pas gurunya negur, dia malah trash talk-in guru itu lagi, merasa ga salah. Or, kemungkinan kedua, dia garuk-garuk pala sambil ngamuk bilang dia ga ngerti.
Pada saat-saat tertentu dia bae. I must admit it. And I mean very very nice. But believe me, she can be nice, and at the same time, turned evil. HAHA. =.="
Anyway, please again God Jesus. Jangan bikin saia sekelas lagi sama dia selamanyaa.. And give her friends. Great friends so she can forget me. That way, we're cool. I don't mind being forgotten, as long as she's the one who forgets me.
Gw nulis ini sekarang, pagi-pagi karena pagi ini adalah puncak kekesalan gw. Kesel deh beneran. Wanna know why? Nahh, I can't write it down here. She might read this. Huh. Bahkan gw yakin, saat dia baca ini pun--kalo dia baca--dia ga bakalan nyadar kalo itu adalah dia.
My prayer each night : Tuhan, please don't put Ms. X, Ms. Arrogant, and Ms. Lazy in the same class with me ever again. It's not like I really hate them, I just think they might be a distraction to the social studies I'm suppose to be good at. And mostly, I'm scared of them.
- she never listened to what ppl have to say
- terlalu banyak mengeluh saat dia sendiri ga bisa melakukan apapun utk itu
- banyak protes
- bawel
- ga bisa liat mood orang, kalo orang lagi bt, kita kacangin dia dikid langsung marah
- gampang banget ngambek
- never looks into herself, it's always another ppl's fault
Dan yang paling utama, gw rasa she makes me feel uncomfortable around her. Hey, ppl annoy each other sometimes, that's fine with me because I know I'm like that too(sometimes of course^^v). But this Ms. X makes me feel scared. You're wondering why? Waktu itu pernah, gw balik dari kantin and I met her and my other classmate. When my other classmate manggil gw, ya gw bales donk. Tapi gw kebetulan ga denger dia dan dia langsung ngambek, bilang gini, "hiks, dikacangin." and I mean, by any means, that's not a joke.
Terus pernah juga dia ngambek gara-gara gw ga ngajak dia ke guru apa gitu. Dia langsung bilang, "koq gw ditiingaaal..." and I mean, by any means, again, she pissed me off!
Isn't friendship suppose to be fun? Isn't friends are the ppl that you feel comfortable with? Nah, yang ini, bikin gw takut untuk ngomong, u know. Takut salah ngomong dan sebagainya. Soalnya gw tahu kalo dia tuh macem orang yang kalo udah sebel sama orang, temen yang lagi deket sama dia harus tau. Tapi yang ini sih mending. Yang sangat ga mending, she trash talk my best friends, in front of me! And I so hated myself not to back my friends up! Ugh. See? Dia ga cuma bikin gw benci sama dia, tapi dia juga bikin gw benci sama diri gw sendiri.
Kenapa ga ngelawan?
There're a few reasons for this. Pertama, gw coba sabar(okai, terlalu muluk.) karena gw juga yakin, semua orang pasti pernah membuat kesalahan. Kedua, gw ga suka, I just can't stand it when ppl hate me. Yep, that's me. Gw ga tahan kalo ada yang benci sama gw dan I know why. Kalo gw ga tau kenapa dia benci sama gw sih gw diem2 aja. Sebodo. Dan ketiga, she's actually nice. She just annoys much.
Well, I get it that we annoy ppl too. But hey, I'm listening to what others say. I'm trying to make them like me. But Ms. X? She doesn't care a bit. She thinks she's always right. Dia mah ga pernah salah. Selalu orang lain yang salah. Ya, udahlah, kalo ngomongin kejelekan dia mah banyak banget. Dan sampe sekarang, gw ga mau nganggep dia temen baik gw. Karena temen baik suppose to comfort each other, dan gw ga merasa nyaman sama sekali kalo deket-deket dia.
Oh God Jesus, please God. Don't put her in the same class with me ever again. It's just, kalo gw bersikap baik sama dia, tapi dalem hati sebel, ya sama aja kan? Gw dosa. Tapi kalo gw mengumbar kesebelan gw sama dia itu, pasti dia sakit hati, gw dibenci(which I can't stand), dan dosa gw bertambah banyak. Lagian gw merasa she's a bad influence for my studies. She talks a lot you know. Especially when the teacher's teaching and she feels bored. She talks and she talks. Trus nanti pas gurunya negur, dia malah trash talk-in guru itu lagi, merasa ga salah. Or, kemungkinan kedua, dia garuk-garuk pala sambil ngamuk bilang dia ga ngerti.
Pada saat-saat tertentu dia bae. I must admit it. And I mean very very nice. But believe me, she can be nice, and at the same time, turned evil. HAHA. =.="
Anyway, please again God Jesus. Jangan bikin saia sekelas lagi sama dia selamanyaa.. And give her friends. Great friends so she can forget me. That way, we're cool. I don't mind being forgotten, as long as she's the one who forgets me.
Gw nulis ini sekarang, pagi-pagi karena pagi ini adalah puncak kekesalan gw. Kesel deh beneran. Wanna know why? Nahh, I can't write it down here. She might read this. Huh. Bahkan gw yakin, saat dia baca ini pun--kalo dia baca--dia ga bakalan nyadar kalo itu adalah dia.
My prayer each night : Tuhan, please don't put Ms. X, Ms. Arrogant, and Ms. Lazy in the same class with me ever again. It's not like I really hate them, I just think they might be a distraction to the social studies I'm suppose to be good at. And mostly, I'm scared of them.
4 comments:
ckck,, ampe sgitunya bo
manq napa tuu?
udah naek kelas neh dek..
gimana?
udah menentukan pilihan?
kalo bingung, berdoalah dulu sungguh2... gumulkan baik2..
Hahahaha... iya. saya ngerti. tapi saya dengar pepatah. jangan terlalu menyukai seseorang karena suatu saat bisa saja dia menjadi musuhmu, jangan pula terlalu membenci seseorang karena bisa saja suatu saat dia jadi temanmu.
Emang sih, kadang saya juga sering sebel sama seseorang yang benar-benar nyebelin. Hihihi... Yang penting asal jangan kita yang nyebelin ya :D
wew i've ever had a friend like that(mostly same)
and yeah that's sooo dissapointing
this human always want to have every good things with him/her and don't care about the others' condition,either he/he is his/her good friends.sucks
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